Tuesday, November 06, 2012
A Dark Chapel
I found my way to a bench and knelt there and prayed. I could have stayed there for hours, in the calm and silence, with God.
Something has snapped inside of me. I think a ball has been set into motion. I see seemingly totally unrelated events suddenly coming together. I'm not sure what direction the ball is rolling in, but of this I am certain, something is going to change.
For the first time, I have seriously considered the unthinkable, and what I thought unthinkable suddenly seems not only possible but perhaps part of God's plan. That remains to be seen. I do know this, in order to keep the ball rolling, there are two tasks I must accomplish first. One of them is to send my book to publishers. The other is to find a spiritual director.
Oh God, it was so good to be in Your Presence alone, in the dark.